Fly high, so fly high;




had the sudden urge to post here after so long cos kaining mentioned that she read this blog hahaha.wonder if she will come back though.but anyway ningz if you are here then HIIII 8D


i guess that what we had meant a lot more to me than i thought. or maybe it's just similarity and loneliness.either way, it makes me sad all over again because i really did treasure what we had and up to now i still don't understand how we became like this.maybe,just maybe,i should have spoken up.and asked.but then again it could lead to 2 things.one being things are better,the second being things are much worse compared to now.

there are plenty of maybe-s in life.but who knows which one will give us the desired result?but then again life is full of ups and downs and never a smooth ride.and that's what makes it so exciting and probably prevents people from committing suicide over the pure boring-ness of life.

back to the main point,someone please explain why.why.why.WHY.WHY?despite everything, somehow......things still happen.and something deep in your brain and heart stirs as if it is awakening from hibernation and there you are trying to push it back into its rock as hard as you can.

i think i'm not making sense but don't worry it's meant to be this confusing.
but then again this is the power of a dead blog,you can post anything you want and no one will know.

anyways for the pure entertainment of anybody who might drop by...


I say:
HI LAU JIA TAI
[s?? ?q?a? s?? ??????]            (:_¯:_¯:_¯[_¯ _¯]_¯:_¯:_¯:_)LJT says:
hiu
hi
I say:
wan come guzheng concert?
u can go with eric
[s?? ?q?a? s?? ??????]            (:_¯:_¯:_¯[_¯ _¯]_¯:_¯:_¯:_)LJT says:
no
I say:
cos eric say he will go if he can find someone
please
i sell to u at 8 bucks
[s?? ?q?a? s?? ??????]            (:_¯:_¯:_¯[_¯ _¯]_¯:_¯:_¯:_)LJT says:
but i cant appreciate guzheng
I say:
learn lor._.
if not eric very lonely lehhh
[s?? ?q?a? s?? ??????]            (:_¯:_¯:_¯[_¯ _¯]_¯:_¯:_¯:_)LJT says:
he can appreciate ma
I say:
really meh
[s?? ?q?a? s?? ??????]            (:_¯:_¯:_¯[_¯ _¯]_¯:_¯:_¯:_)LJT says:
if i go then ill hav nothing to do
I say:
my freind asked him to go,then he say he will only go if he get the ticket at 8 bucks n got someone pei him
friend*
u can learn how to appreciate too
[s?? ?q?a? s?? ??????]            (:_¯:_¯:_¯[_¯ _¯]_¯:_¯:_¯:_)LJT says:
except for seeing people swipping their fingers back and forth on some strings attached to a piece of wood
I say:
LOL
got beating that piece of wood also
come lehh

[s?? ?q?a? s?? ??????]            (:_¯:_¯:_¯[_¯ _¯]_¯:_¯:_¯:_)LJT says:
when issit/.
I say:
10march
the 1st sat of the march holidays
[s?? ?q?a? s?? ??????]            (:_¯:_¯:_¯[_¯ _¯]_¯:_¯:_¯:_)LJT says:
who else going?
I say:
uh
actually i dunno i ask alot of ppl but alot cannot make it..:/
u can drag more ppl with you haha
[s?? ?q?a? s?? ??????]            (:_¯:_¯:_¯[_¯ _¯]_¯:_¯:_¯:_)LJT says:
Eric Low K H
WHO WANTS TO GO FOR GUZHENG. THEY SELLING TO ME FOR $8
Sim Jia Yi not interested..
3 likes
I say:
LOL
[s?? ?q?a? s?? ??????]            (:_¯:_¯:_¯[_¯ _¯]_¯:_¯:_¯:_)LJT says:
Rachel Phua
Come guitar concert eh!
Oh Hui Xian LETS GO.
guitar more popular then guzheng
srry girl
I say:
D: i know guitar is nicer than guzheng lah lol._.
[s?? ?q?a? s?? ??????]            (:_¯:_¯:_¯[_¯ _¯]_¯:_¯:_¯:_)LJT says:
although i dont get why... i think they are juz some strings attached to some piece of wood ....
I say:
u can go to both HAHA
[s?? ?q?a? s?? ??????]            (:_¯:_¯:_¯[_¯ _¯]_¯:_¯:_¯:_)LJT says:
juz that its different shape
I say:
guitar also siaaa-.-
HAHA
[s?? ?q?a? s?? ??????]            (:_¯:_¯:_¯[_¯ _¯]_¯:_¯:_¯:_)LJT says:
im not going for both
I say:
learn to appreciate music ah jiatai
pei eric lah
he your best friend right
[s?? ?q?a? s?? ??????]            (:_¯:_¯:_¯[_¯ _¯]_¯:_¯:_¯:_)LJT says:
i can appreciate music one ok
when jiqin playing piano
I say:
LOL
so expand beyond piano now
then go guitar and guzheng hahahahah
[s?? ?q?a? s?? ??????]            (:_¯:_¯:_¯[_¯ _¯]_¯:_¯:_¯:_)LJT says:
are u in the concert?
i mean
are u playing?
I say:
yup
duh haha
[s?? ?q?a? s?? ??????]            (:_¯:_¯:_¯[_¯ _¯]_¯:_¯:_¯:_)LJT says:
SING!
sing while u play
I say:
o.o
[s?? ?q?a? s?? ??????]            (:_¯:_¯:_¯[_¯ _¯]_¯:_¯:_¯:_)LJT says:
then i go
I say:
omg
[s?? ?q?a? s?? ??????]            (:_¯:_¯:_¯[_¯ _¯]_¯:_¯:_¯:_)LJT says:
=D
I say:
ok i got 1 song must sing
[s?? ?q?a? s?? ??????]            (:_¯:_¯:_¯[_¯ _¯]_¯:_¯:_¯:_)LJT says:
woah
I say:
HAHA OK SO JIATAI U COMING OK
8D
[s?? ?q?a? s?? ??????]            (:_¯:_¯:_¯[_¯ _¯]_¯:_¯:_¯:_)LJT says:
really arghhhhh??????0.o
I say:
HAHHAHA YES
[s?? ?q?a? s?? ??????]            (:_¯:_¯:_¯[_¯ _¯]_¯:_¯:_¯:_)LJT says:
my gawd
I say:
HAHAHA
omg
xD
[s?? ?q?a? s?? ??????]            (:_¯:_¯:_¯[_¯ _¯]_¯:_¯:_¯:_)LJT says:
BITCH PLZ
I say:
too bad
i'll be wearing some ugly dress also so u can make fun of me-.-
ok jiatai set ah!
[s?? ?q?a? s?? ??????]            (:_¯:_¯:_¯[_¯ _¯]_¯:_¯:_¯:_)LJT says:
CHALLENGE ACCEPTED... that is if u can find me tmr in school
I say:
OKAY I WILL FIND YOU
FOR SURE
8D
[s?? ?q?a? s?? ??????]            (:_¯:_¯:_¯[_¯ _¯]_¯:_¯:_¯:_)LJT says:
rmb tmr i 11 plus leave sch le
I say:
oh ya hor
[s?? ?q?a? s?? ??????]            (:_¯:_¯:_¯[_¯ _¯]_¯:_¯:_¯:_)LJT says:
u only hav the morning =D
I say:
NVM I STILL CAN FIND YOU
8D
but u better not mc ah if not not counted
>D
[s?? ?q?a? s?? ??????]            (:_¯:_¯:_¯[_¯ _¯]_¯:_¯:_¯:_)LJT says:
of coz
im model student
wont pon sch one
I say:
LOL
and cannot run away frm me also muahahaha
[s?? ?q?a? s?? ??????]            (:_¯:_¯:_¯[_¯ _¯]_¯:_¯:_¯:_)LJT says:
when is your reccess?
I say:
1015
yours?
[s?? ?q?a? s?? ??????]            (:_¯:_¯:_¯[_¯ _¯]_¯:_¯:_¯:_)LJT says:
same ok
I say:
YAY
[s?? ?q?a? s?? ??????]            (:_¯:_¯:_¯[_¯ _¯]_¯:_¯:_¯:_)LJT says:
the hide and seek only starts after 915
=D
I say:
LOL okay
CHALLENGE ACCEPTED
[s?? ?q?a? s?? ??????]            (:_¯:_¯:_¯[_¯ _¯]_¯:_¯:_¯:_)LJT says:
ok then
hope not to c tmr
byebye
I say:
haha u shall see me tmr xD
so cya tmr wahahhahahaha



jiatai got owned,big time.




fly high, go! to the sky

this ^^^^ is gonna be my new life motto.hehehehe.

me no likes it when the comp is damn lag.haiz.in the end i also become very lag im responding very slowly to jingyi on msn:x

anyway been slacking although by right i shld be brushing up on my maths or nxt yr i will just die a horrible death but by left i am still slacking and if you dont like maths why will you go do it anyway.but ok i will try...next month lol.

anw fenzus arent that bad,yan is quite nice now that we can play it and yue is fun but i still cant go that fast though:( haiz.and zheng outing was fun:D apart from the mud.which was caused due to heavy rain but it was a good thing it rained as well cos had a nice talk with xiaomin and yanlei:D yay.and random playing about was fun haha.and sitting on the breakwater staring at the waves somehow has some kind of calming effect.and makes you think about things..or just forget about the world for a moment.haha nice feeling i shld go to the beach more often:D

and omg just realised MAMA voting has closed.oh no.cnblue din win D: although i sorta like FTI too but still:/ and suju got so many awards im not an anti but i feel other grps shld be given a chance lor._. even snsd such a popular grp cant win them dun say all those less popular groups totally no chance liao.the rest should be given a chance too D: but at least kim hyun joong got sth yay.and the most stupid thing is that nxt tues-thurs or sth i gotta stay at my grandma's house and MAMA will be on channel u and what if i cant watch MAMA cos my grandma.aunt/uncle wants to watch their show D: nan de i can see it live leh sian max.haiz._.

sad life is sad.

sorry blog for abandoning you for so long. :x

anyway 4F appreciation/farewell/whatever-you-call-it post will have to wait,lousy mood ytd,headache today,i won't be doing 4F justice if i did that post when not in the best state of mind. heh:3

like jingyi says,PROUD TO BE SINGAPOREAN HEHE.but for reasons that people cant really think of XD

jiayou jingyi!:D and everybody else for Os/HCL Os.hehe^^

claudia and erika: thanks for keeping me sane and stuff esp since i've had so many random bouts of depression and whatnot recently

#nowplaying dreams come true - 4minute

im only posting now cos i cant concentrate on geog otherwise,i have no idea why ask my brain.or body.or heart.or whatever lols.

but qinni said im weird,or sth i cant rmb the exact phrasing.but zong zhi is i will like save n save n dun eat recess or sth then suddenly all splurge.

which is quite true i bought 2 pens today

but they were 90c each only and i need my eoy concept maps to be colourful if not 1.i will feel bored writing them and 2. i will feel bored reading them.heh. :3

anw life with alot of free periods is quite nice.although this means eoys are nearing but.oh well.last bit of junior high life:/ and my current seating arrangement is making me miss it more cos of epicness from jiayi/eric/sekee/ekwhye and claudia and erika arent too far away too:D but oh well life's like that isnt it?you live,you move on,you miss,you treasure.there are a lot of things you don't realise had become so important to you until you have or is about to lose it.so you tell yourself to treasure the present moment but in the end you feel you didnt treasure it as much as you thought you should and the cycle repeats.



#nowplaying Wetoriya -CN Blue

so in the end all you can do is to just move on and just keep the past deep in your heart, in a small corner of your brain, ready anytime for you to take out and review it years from now and you won't really feel anymore regret by bringing these past memories again.


#nowplaying It's you - Super Junior

And then?you just hope that maybe one day you can meet them again and catch up, or maybe meet someone else who reminds you of them so maybe you won't feel so lonely anymore.
#nowplaying Etude - SNSD

so yup.life is for you to learn for it.and make mistakes.and learn from them.and make more mistakes.and learn from them again.

Labels: feels like tumblr+twitter+blogger combined lolol

thanks to kat:D okay i shall really work hard for eoys so that i have a higher chance of being able to go to snsd's concert.yayyyy.






and my dad can be so stupid sometimes do i look like i will scream until like that just because my phone dropped esp when it has dropped so many times liao

You don’t like this or that and you

keep blaming me when it’s not my fault

Then what am I supposed to do?

What am I supposed to do?

- What can I do ,Seungri

hakuna matata


what a wonderful phrase


hakuna matata


ain't no passing craze


it means no worries


for the rest of your days


it's a problem-free


philosophy


hakuna matata



cos sekee was singing it like dunno how many times in class it ended up stuck in my head.more or less.

but i wish i could hakuna matata too though heh(:

okay slacked/spazzed enough.haiz:(


/edit:
lol haha why am i like cnblue on super king,when listening to songs i listen to the background music(sometimes) and block out whoever is singing.LOLs.im not in the chem mood now but its the only thing i can do now since theres chem tmr!haiz:/ kbye.

this sweet potato is gonna have a good sleep tonight(: (although there's school tmr)

when you suddenly get in the partying mood:D













okay back to filing 2 terms worth of stuff

:D

sometimes i get so mad at myself cos i wanna study but i just cant bring myself to do it.lol.but still.then i see the time and im like oh shit and in the end i hardly do anything at all.arghhh.and eoys is just 1 mth 2 days away.arrghhhh.

anyways ytd was awesome.the skit put up by teachers was the best haha esp ms fang omg hahahaha.and the sch uni really make a lot of difference, from far i didnt really know it was teachers at first until i like recognised ms ngau.or mrs poh or sth i dunno mrs wad heh.

going back punggol was the best actually heh,george couldnt believe i was frm the same pri sch as jerome dunno why.decided to cab back,and oh shit i still owe jerome money.but sian lah we released so late,we still on the way the rest kena chased out by the sch ald-.- what crap is that chasing ex students out.angel joined us for the cab too haha.but in the end just dropped off at hougang mall since the rest were almost there,then in the end everywhere no space until all dabao go rooftop eat.hahahha.and this year was the most successful,like 20+ ppl went back.YAY<3 AND NG JINGWEN FINALLY WENT BACK YOU HAHAHAHHA:D aft seeing her at serangoon once during one of the long-stand-at-seragoon-mrt-and-talk sessions then nvr see her le heh.serene and ziyun din go back thou:/ and regina pangseh-ed jerome and me.lol.even kuan chun whom i have not seen for the past 3 years went back lah ahha he's alot like weiqi in terms of the way they talk but kuan chun is like even more epic.hahahha.while waiting for colin and his bobo gang at farrer park nick they all were riding some kiddy ride thing omg.some things never change hahaha.

anw then went xinde's hse, jingwen disappeared home to sleep le:( haha stoned at the playground.oh and helped yew hui fold hearts with straws.HAHA:D the guys were beign as childish as usual,and a fun time with jingyi and connie:D so even though we didnt do much it was quality time spent(: and its nice seeing so much of the class tgt again,haha.like old times.doubt this will happen next yr though cos as jerome said the o lvl ppl will go back to their sec schs so only left ip ppl who will go back pri sch.which is like 7 in the whole class only lol so sad.had to leave early cos buy dinner for siblings,seemed like most of the epic things happened aft i left._. oh wells.at least i sitll had quality time spent with ppl:D oh and gayle was looking at kianmeng's iphone playlist,whoa i love his playlist mann he has like every song by every kpop band that ppl outside of korea has ever heard of,even older bands like SS501 he also have omg<3 and the bands that just debuted,all in his phone.omg and my mum though i was very crazy over kpop already.

got a bit sian of my music recently dunno why lol.btu listening to cnblue's last indie album now its quite nice omg:D maybe i'll jsut spam their this album these few days until im not so sian of my own dl-ed music.heh.

okay i will really go and do my chem ws now.heh.JIAYOU PPL!
even cnblue is cheering for you.LOL.okay really byes.

im not doing my work T.T

well hard to actually when there a million and one better things you could be doing ie leading to slacking in the end

ok but seeing how cheryl is so mug on twitter i shall attempt to at least finish the chi compre today

who am i kidding-.- ok but at least i havent gone into tumblr at all today!yay!well but spent damn long on fanfics cos there were so many updates yay sorry reading is my childhood(remind me to do a post on this one day lest i forget again)

okay.i shall aim to finish chi compre and uhm.some of bio grp work thingy today since i hardly did anything on sat when discussing with weiqi(or at least he did more) cos i was to caught up in the presidential elections that time to bother abt anything else which reminds me why must today be monday.WAEEEEEEEE i sitll thought it was sunday sia until erika was wondering why i thought she wld be going to church.lol heh.

today wasnt so bad.i suppose.cos lessons are quite epic when there's a super childish epic person sitting beside you and a random full of sarcastic comments person sitting in front of you and yet another always zihighing once starts to laugh cant stop laughing de person sitting across the aisle from you.lol.claudia said we were a bit the noisy though whoops.

stayed back for interclass,won 2 lost 1,in the end got 3rd yay good job guys:D i think the best was the last match vs 4G lah,esp there was one part they keep spiking so the ball stayed in the air for very veyr long and it was super cool cos all the cool moves came out.lol.yingzhe is actually not bad hahahahahah.

then aft that watch a bit of the netball,lol saw rachel yong playing so cute XD i must rmb to show her what i saw her doing to the person she was trying to prevent from shooting accurately into the net thing.hhahah xD and see her reaction to it.WAHAHAHHA.

lol im so mean:P

then helped jiayi with some presents which is i think the first time in 4 yrs bah cos everytime i wanna do there'll be ppl saying its not nice n stuff then they will want to redo so i see no point n doing when they will cancel it anw._. but anyway FEEL SO ACCOMPLISHED WAHAHAHAHAHHA i am so proud of myself hehe.and jiatai contributed a bit to what i was doing too hahaha.before that i was plyaing jiayi's phone though,the slice me game is so fun haha but aft i got one perfect and eric saw he hog the phone all the way le lol.nvm i wld feel guilty draining jiayi's phone batt anw heh:x

convo of the day(cos there are no better convos that i can rmb):

me:bye ppl
jiatai:BYE S.I.M
me:BYE S.I.M
jiayi:CAN YOU ALL STOP CALLING EACH OTHER SIM?!?!?!


hahahahaha yup theres a diff between sim and s.i.m.hhhahahahahhaha.

and cos clau-dear forgot her phone delivered it to her at circle line,ended up talking to jaime(i hope i spelled correctly) frm serangoon to buangkok,heh not bad^^ although alot of comfortable awkward silences here and there(thank goodness for music) but not bad eh first time i can talk so much to a person i dun really know hehe.

oh and lucky claudia had doubts about jianbao,which ended up in sekee telling both of us that is do in class tmr.CHEY waste my time i find article so long then over such a long period of time i only wrote 1 pathetic para.nvm at least i knew it before i finished writing,imagine if sekee only told us after i finish writing.then waa qian bian sia.
and thanks to arthur i found more fics to read:D i shall take it as a good thing cos the hp fanfics that i find..hmmm maybe jk rowling is just too awesome so the fanfics somehow i dun totally like cos the writing isnt as good as jk rowling's (duh) so i dun really read hp fanfic heh (sorry erika).but actually when i read fanfics i dun even think of the idols/movie characters in the fic lah,its like just reading another story to me just with the same name so it makes no diff.so i really see whether i like the writing style how they describe and stuff de.which is why ive been sticking to yongseo fanfics not just because i love yongseo but also because happen the site i read them frm writes super beautiful fics.(for most of them).maybe i just haven found the right hp fanfic site for me yet.haha.but anw due to arthur's recommendation came across snsd fanfic site,chose a random story and it was so beautifully written i believe the writing standards there are as good as gogumafics.yay.not because its snsd only the ss501 fics i find is all a bit the..weird i dun like even thou i love ss501.so..ya.not like i can write very well lah heh but just see if i like the way they write the stories lor.heh.

so ya i am still quite surprised that arthur reads fics sometimes(lol).

and i dunno if ive been reading too many fics lately or what lol my eyes get pain when i stare at small print words on the comp for too long.like now.so im off to sleep byebye.

i was so bored i decided to change blogskin.and i'm in no mood to do hw although obviously that is what i should be doing but after spazzing yongseo for so long obviously homework is the least of your worries.hahaha.but anyway loved the duet stage and dun think any other goguma will read this so i shall save the spazzing an fangirling to myself.heh.

going to grandma house later,lol.will do bp at ard 5 and la at dunno what time eric the leader never say anything heh.maybe i'll ask him.later.heh.super big procrastinator here.whoops.only did chem ws ytd at changi aiport cos my parents wanted to go there and do work.cos they felt the house was too hot.lol.in the end ended up ont he chairs outside macs in t3 so couldnt last very long also lol.and cos i forgot to charge my comp batt i couldnt watch the duet ytd:( which is why i only watched it this morning and ppl on tumblr are probably laughing at my lagness.lol.and i was spamming alot alot alot of yongseo.hehehe.their duet was just so beautiful<3 hehehehehehe fangirl mode:on.

and i was so bored recently aft cts wre over until i started to read tkam again(lol) but that was only because  was trying to find my horrible geog book on rivers,but couldnt find it but found tkam instead so started reading it and finished it in 2 nights lol.nice book:) and i think i sort of understood what mr tay meant about reading the same book when you are at different ages and learning different things from it each time you read it.hahahah.i guess i got a bit more than in year 2...i think.not counting all those things abt tkam on sparknotes that time.hahah.but yeah books are seriously very different from dramas is like you can go alot more with books becaus your imagination runs free but in dramas you sort of like only see a fixed thing.aiya dunno how to explain lah lol.

okay maybe i should go do physics now.heh.bye.


(i suppose i would be bored and get a headache too if i opened up a webpage full of words thus the addition of a totally irrelevant and extra gif.)

ITS THE 20TH.WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

hope i can online ard 630 though,heh.and i hope vids of yongseo's duet can quickly surface since i dunno where to find live streaming lol.

and arthur this ^ is not gay.mm hmm.

cts are over, which is good, but i have a feeling life after this will be worse.with all the screwed papers and stuff haiz.and a very weird person.

thurs was quite good considering the fact that i woke up feleing quite pissed cos my sis forced me to wit for her to sleep so ended up i only had 4h of sleep which is definitely not good,and then the thing that will make my life more miserable after this happened so i used up the remaining 60% battery of my phone bluetooth headset  while on the way to school.

then la was gross at first cos we had to research on our mini assign,grouped wth eric and twin ok lah.couldnt stand all the inhumane details of whatever we were researching and ended up on tumblr(not before i researched alot alot lor) and eric was super cute haha.

*opens up tumblr and emma watson appears*
'emma watson!'
'scroll scroll scroll scroll reblog,scroll scroll scroll reblog....'
(and when he said reblog so happened that i was really reblogging it,his timing is super zhun and the things he would want to reblog is exactly what i want to reblog hahaha omg)
*snsd appears*
'OMG!SNSD!but who is this arh i only know this is taeyeon *points*.oh and yuri *points*'
'eh this is hyoyeon tiffany seohyun and..sunny.not all of them are here though'
'scroll scroll scroll reblog,scroll scroll scroll...'
'emma watson!'
*i start reading some interviews of emma watson over the years and sees eric reading out of the corner of my eye*
'finish reading already?'
'OMG HOW DID YOU KNOW I WAS READING?!'
'lol so obvious your position and whatever..hahahaha'
*sees seohyun's picts and stuff*
'omg who is this person.i'm gonna create a tumblr and follow this person.'

lol eric so funny. :D
and for some weird reason that made my day,i dunno why.hahahahha.

went out with claudia erika kat wanzhen qinni after that,after a long debate decided on vivo and just went walk walk hahaha so fun.and played at the playground too:D though got super dizzy aft that and claudia felt like puking but qinni din feel anything cos she play a while then she go in find the rest who wre doing the whatever art i dunno what its called but its like everybody's childhood dream to do that haha.and after a while claudia and i decided to do too:D


and ytd was still ok,finally went home with yirong after so long:D yay.n met my sis at sengkang mrt too.hahah yay.i have cleared some parts of my debts yay!cos i finally paid ruixian.sorry yuru and erika i'll pay both of u back soon!>< i paid ruixian first cos it was for zheng fund...heh official matters first:x


okay now have to go compass point eat lunch.hmmm.i really really hope can online ltr and spazz when everybody else is still spazzing 8D compared to only start spazzing when everybody else finish spazzing ald lol.WHEE bye people.

feels like eoys like srsly.argh.as the ct wk progresses im like losing the concentraiton to study lah... .__. and all the subjs that im hoping can push my gpa up is at the back.LOL.maybe apart frm geog.oh wells.screwed some papers haiz:( but okay alot of hope is placed on physics although i suck at kinematics but oh wells.okay jiayou debbie shall use heartstrings/tumblr/yongseo stage as motivation one more day!!!:D and then its heartstrings and tumblr spam time then its yongseo stage YAY<3 kay jiayou all you slackers reading this(if any/applicable) HAHA^^

haiz i think im gonna screw kaoji(as usual) :( jiangjunling is my only hope and is not like i can play it that well also my dianzou is getting more messy arghhh.even my lianxi the dianzou is cmi wl:/ n hangong still in the process of bei-ing but at least i can more or less bei the 1st pg le, and the plan was to memorise it by tmr.yay.so maybe if i try to bei during recess mission will be accomplished.

well but at least day 2 of last-min-kaoji-prep was quite successful i think(and hope) my jiangjunling improved by that little bit heh.spent super long prac-ing it lor alhtough i shld be trying to bei hangong but then hangong is a slow song and i tend to fail at that cos i cant exactly put feelings inside(esp since i cant really tell its melody anw tts precisely why i cant mem it!!)so might as well try to do better for jiangjunling which is easier to put feelings into it right.haha.and i realised my qin is actually of quite good quality(LOL) after like dunno how many years lololol.maybe shangyin one too good ald so cant tell the diff when prac-ing for shangyin but aft ard 1 mth of not touching any qins and like 1h of prac-ing on school qin suddenly felt the sound is nicer on my own qin.lolol.random much.

haiz.jiayou debbie!:D

the days have been ok so far i guess lol.sekee can be quite funny but super lame though.oh well better than stoning at the back of the class for like half a day lol.lilaoshi's yan shen can be quite scary when she's like scolding>< although if shes looking at you it means she isnt talking about you but then you cant help it but feel as if she is talking to you lol.hmmm.

oh no tmr the long day oh well epic table tennis in the morning and some DIY thing for pc,maybe not so bad^^ shall sleep since i dun have a 158 daily morning nap due to zhaoji for some unknown reason and i have to finish maths assign tmr morn also.hmmm.

happy belated birthday claudia!:D

continue being the awesome friend and thanks for everything this past 3+ years<3 continue to be your epic self blah blah and dun sad all the time ok>< haha i'll pass u your present soon!heh:X



anyway byebye little bubble at the back corner of the class,next is the bubble at the back but middle of the class.lol.

oh and thank you claudia and jiayi for helping me find my keychain that day!:D heh if not i wld probably have nvr found it cos i wun think of going into the table tennis room heh.

i dunno how to do maths assign ;_;



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(cos im bored)

weird.super weird.in the past whatever i imagined would never come true so i didn't stop myself.but now it seems like it is o.o

never thought that i would ever write a post like that, but with the recent turn of events(LOL) and thanks to xiaomin's post i am inspired to write one here too to the only guzheng teacher that taught me for so long.hehe.

hmm so i never really actually totally liked her,since she was so fierce to aiyi and me and everything...i would not exactly look forward to shangyin every week because...well every week get scolded de.

but then,she actually is quite patient and everything,managed to put up with me for almost 4 years.__. and she was being nicer to us like since year 4.maybe because we gonna graduate from shangyin le anyway so she can reveal her nice side to us le haha.

and now to know that she's leaving..well it is qutie sad.like the next time we go shangyin we don't really have a teacher to visit anymore.

and erm.sorry 崔老师 i'm not very good with words...i only know that you are actually a very nice person too through all the little things that i've heard about you and experiences with you... :') like during zheng chalet 你还特地去买两大包的零食！！！>< (i think its more appropriate to write in chinese from here) 而且还会一直关心我们。。。。一直叫我们练琴（虽然有时没有练:X)

对不起最近你在学校时一直没有去筝室让你听我们的考级曲，haiz 我很久没有练琴了 。。。><

谢谢你，让我的古筝技巧进步了许多。。并对古筝有了兴趣。（：

我现在知道你很关心我们，只是没有表达出来而已哈哈。虽然我在这里写的东西好像是没什么的，但是我在上音的回忆和有你的回忆，我看我是不会忘记的 XD

 崔老师我现在答应你，我会努力练琴的！！！要背好汉宫（><) ，不要让你失望：D

崔老师要在结婚后更幸福哦！：D  长长久久，早生贵子8D


--燕萍

hello,hello

sorry i just downloaded shinee's hello hello mv a few days back heh.

ANYWAYS.i wanted to blog abt ytd!(and today)

since it was such an awesome day:D

well apart frm the fact that we had 7 periods of chem(im amazed i survived through it all,i think the lt aircon works wonders to us and mrs ong hahaha)

but anyways the highlight was the supposedly zheng study date aft chem extra lesson lolol.but super fail cos only me n hz were there.__. stupid arthur pangseh us again walao.say want come then in the end dun come!!grrr.but anyway still glad i went zhengshi:D xiaowei had a...very big reaction lol.

'steps into the room'
xiaowei:DEBBIEEEEEEEE!!!!8D

despite the fact that they were having huibao and emily was playing qin sang i think.seeing all my juniors playing songs that i used to play and maybe struggle through them (at least most of it,obv xiaowei is much mroe zai than me) then i sorta started to miss shangyin times (i dont know why) and i still wanna learn yin li arghhhhhhh.nvm aft eoys/o lvl hcl im gonna just learn on my own for fun anw:D and i did prac yin li a few times before.well but anw they made me like guilty for not touching my guzheng in at least 1 mth...?>< so obv i declined when jerald tried to get me to play lol.sorry juniors i really very long nvr prac le i'll just torture your ears.

then had a good talk with jerald and hanzhang:D i realised that actually i have alot in common with jerald (cos he is a little girl-ish by nature although not to the total gay extent) HE WATCHES HEARTSTRINGS AND LIKES KIM HYUN JOONG HAHAHAHA 8D when we realised what we had in common then we were like HIGH FIVE and grinning like stupid idiots LOL(ok maybe at least for me).it is nice to know that someone unexpected has the same interests as you:D and then walked to macs tgt and just sat there talking while he n hz ate their icecreams/chocolate melts(for hz) and jerald eat icecream really very slow lol.funny that among 3 of us is like,the girls are quite tomboy-ish while the guy is a bit the girl-ish.LOL.sorta balances it out huh.if arthur was there wld be like totally balanced le LOL.yeah i forgot exactly what we were talking about but i suppose its somewhere floating in my brain now and will only pop out again when something triggers it.haha its always like that de. but i only know the convo was super fun:D and that jerald said he got scared of me during zheng chalet pillow fight cos i raged at arthur or sth,i think he meant the part when stupid arthur swung the blanket into my eye.at least he(jerald) was gentleman enough to say 'nvm let her hit' when i was hitting arthur like shit for some revenge(although not exactly but at least i felt better) unlike that someone(arthur) who was still like 'why the shit are you hitting me what did i do!' (sth like that lol). haha yeah he mentioned that cos i said im quite tomboyish too sometimes and his first reaction was 'huh no hanzhang more tomboy what'.i think both hanzhang and me are just tomboyish in different aspects.cos not alot of ppl have really seen my tomboyish side also haha.

then met huiping at the mrt,talked from payalebar to bishan(: she super cute omg.hahahahha xD and both of us are very similar too hehehehe:D


okay and then today 8D

THE COMEBACK OF THE HAN DYNASTY.HAHAHA LOL.

but anw cos my mum suddenly allowed me to go mr han's wedding (yay!) i surprised quite a few ppl when i arrived at aljunied lol.ok maybe like just wanzhen or sth.was a bit late whoops cos spent too long on deciding if i shld just wear my fave blouse or the blouse that my mum approved,since my mum wasnt at home so if i wore my fave blouse out she wouldnt know until i went home,but decided to be a good girl in the end lol.then at aljunied i realised alot of guys were wearing checkered shirts which is alot like my fave blouse cos its checkered also haha xD so i dunno if its supposed to be a good thing that i decided to be a good girl lol. i like checkered prints hehehe.(yeah the blouse my mum approved was checkered also lol)

then went to the temple,its quite cool leh haha got 2 storeys de.mr han is the kind who looks good in a suit xD (like yonghwa lol)  yeah srsly mr han looked good in his suit today.haha maybe his happiness played a part too hehe.the whole wdding ceremony was just like..so sweet xD although legs were numb during the chanting part but then the solemnization ceremony was super sweet.the reverend or whoever (i dunno what he's supposed to be called) talked super lot but he was super funny and really quite good in like making the couple like really enjoy their big day:D a few of us were like wanted to cry tears of joy haha.mr and mrs han were so sweet((:

then phototaking/reception blah blah,haha epic and fun:D aparently there was almost a fire cos of the thing under the buffet tray,but the syrup was used to put it out lol i still unknowingly went to walk across that area>< i hope my socks dun attract ants while in the laundry.i like my dessert taking skills:D teehee.longan!!!:D:D:D:D my fave haha.alot of curry dishes yay,then the curry over rice was super nice omg finished half a plate with claudia.haha.then aft tt went nex(yay!) wth claudia erika kat wanzhen jiayi qinni renhao weiqi songshan yongxin,played arcade:D:D sad no taikuno tatsujin though.but played basketball and the random throw ball thingy game and bishi bashi!:D hahaha i lvoe arcades yay sry i have no childhood in this sense cos my parents never ever let me play arcade when i was young.spent a bit of my savings on arcade today thoguh>< but not alot lah cos everytime we change is like $2 $2 $1.50.hahaha bball was fun with erika apart frm the fact tt they take very long to come down-.- cos the balls too light le its easier fro u to throw,but they take super long to come down cos they keep bouncing abt lol.then the throw ball thingy was super epic hahahaha i anyhow throw de lor heh.then bishi bashi haha erika is king of bishi bashi:D:D:D:D muahahahha.i suck at that though.but its super fun even though it makes me super nervous cos the voice and stuff is so loud.heh.jiayi went home at 3 cos of her mum, then i went off with kat at 330 cos of my mum also lol.yay me like arcade.^^

so at home,slacked watched tv,my mum was so bored cos tv no nice show until we were just watching hello baby shinee on 825.hahahah xD cos it was the most interesting show on tv.the baby is super cute omg!:D:D snsd and suju appeared too haha super funny esp jessica.i cant really get over the fact that minho sica keep kissing the baby on the lips though.____. sorry i can be very traditional de haha.but still.__. they repeatedly took that boys's first kiss away leh!!>< i wonder if snsd did that on hello baby too.___. maybe not.haha.then a bit of my princess on 855,haha super funny omg xD my mum says the princess is goo hye sun but although i told her its not she doesnt believe me.__. at least i dun think it is right.also not alike lor.__. ok if it is then my recognising ppl skills have dropped again lol.but i still dun think its goo hye sun.

and ive been slacking here till now.lol.and its 12.34 am now lol.and have many pages of tumblr to scroll through o.o i gg tmr le so much hw havent started yet and still got wedding dinner(my mum's cousin's one) yay my procrastination skills rock.not like its anything to be proud of:/

and i find this gif very amusing.


for some weird reason.haha.and for some other weird reason i said this in hanzhang's voice LOL.hahah.okay shall try to tumb,lr a bit more before sleeping.at least im not watching starring yonghwa and daesung's ep of running man LOL.

from metrolyrics

my life sucks my life sucks my life sucks it really sucks it really sucks to the max

i cant really be bothered with the whatever negative energy thing now although obviously the place is full of negative energy now lol.

inner intro introvert at work.



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okay my life jsut officially sucked even more.yay hooray for me.FML SERIOUSLY ARGHHHH



paiseh just ranting

HARRY POTTER WAS AWESOME<3

although it has been a few days since i watched it.

i love harry potter yay.its like,hmm.sort of an escape route huh.into the world of magic:D (literally)

and 55th was cool,dinner with 4F!and lightsticks aka wand aka lightsaber and random games and stuff hahahahahhah.we harddly have these kinda class gatherings lor.__.

okay just finished another round of tumblr with 90% harry potter stuff,i shall not attempt to read harry potter fanfic since ive already read some yongseo fanfic.whoops.

maybe i'll just try to do some chem before allowing a generous break again:D teehee.











i hate the mess i get myself into

i shld be getting some sleep now but was too busy spamming tumblr with harry potter.heh.

IM WATCHING DEATHLY HALLOWS PART 2 TMR YAYAYYAYYYYYYYY

(sian the gif that yonghwa was practically jumping about couldnt work for some weird reason)

whee cant wait for tmr haha.although got chi test but oh wells can lah.and anw chem prac was quite shun li today in terms of titraton skills part yay i was super worried lor.but uh my calculation part total fail.and eric's was the same as mine lol haha 2 of us were like staring at our paper trying to think where we went wrong lol.

and phy test i screwed it haiz.n i thought it was ok wts until discussion frm jiaming n adrian.siannn.maths bio chi was super epic,the whole class was captivated by lilaoshi's story despite the ending being a bit the anti-climax huh.and when ms low appeared n lilaoshi wanted to leave were like protesting to let lilaoshi finish her story.anw the bell hadn't rung yet at that point of time:D

i cant stop reblogging harry potter ahh i shld go sleep now haha.

sry im in the gif mood haha.too much influence from tumblr:P
(maybe i shld just spam posts with gifs next time lolol)

(i hope i spelled it correctly)

...is super fun:D arthur and i totally pwned hanzhang and jerald during arcade session at zheng chalet.muahhahaha.most of the 40 bucks put in the card was spent there i think.ok maybe not considering so many ppl shared that card haha.

random.thought of it sudenly during maths lol.

i dun wanna do maths:( :( :( :( but my differentiation sucks.haiz maybe i shld try do some gonghan first lol.___.

okay jiayou debbie then can fang xin de watch heartstrings ep 3 this thurs!!!!argh.

just dl-ed alot of epic gifs btw lol.too funny to not be saved hahahaha^^


#was here cos im in no mood to do maths as usual




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i am so not exactly looking forward to thurs-sun.esp if we're not staying at my grandma's,argh it means alot more chores to do.oh no T.T
can i dont go to school tmr everyday lol.



HARRY POTTER IS COMING OUT NEXT WEEK.YAY.

finally i have finished my jianbao because i was so addicted to gogumafics this afternoon.whoops.reading is addictive.heh.and hanzhang was trying to teach me how to make gifs also yay finally i can gif that part in wgm when yong choding was super choding but i never saw a gif for that scene lol.so im gonna gif it >:D when hanzhang finally teaches me the final step in gif-ing that is.

and my dad bought me new earpiece yay.thank you daddy:D heh coa i mentioned in passing where to get good and cheap earpiece cos mine is super short so mafan.and i was planning to save money myself and buy lor.then he just bought for me(: haha.although its yello and a bit out of place but oh wells nvm lah haha.

and i dunno what im doing here now leh lol i dont really feel like sleeping although there's school tmr.hmm.not looking forward to chem prac tmr.but then again when did i ever look forward to chem pracs lol.

ok listening to alot of songs in a row which has guitar as the background music,makes me want to learn guitar even more lol.i shld have persuaded my mum to let me do it for nyaa.haiz.ok tis is turning senseless byebye


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omg windows media player is reading my mind it played you've fallen for me twice in a row then banmal song the yongseo version then snow prince and its on shuffle.omg haha ok random lol.but seriously omg all my fave songs tgt.muahaha>D

i think my old personalities are starting to come back.hmmm.

okay im blogging now cos i havent posted in super long le hehehehehhhh.so before i open other tabs shall blog first.hahaha.and oh its raining now:D

anw to those who were wondering(i guess zero) ZHENG CHALET ROCKED HAHAHHAHAHHHH<3 although i went home on the second night,but still<3 pillow fights with xiaowei beier arthur emily jerald yanlei hanzhang omg hahaha.havent had a pillow fight in like years ald since guo wei kor kor they all didnt want to play pillow fight le,we are so gonna have another pillow fight the next zheng chalet:D and kbox with xiaomin yuru rachel arthur jerald hanzhang(and ms teo aft that),hahah super fun:D and cls was super nice omg!she bought like 2 whole bags of snacks for us omg(: oh and the first night with the pillow fight ppl was super fun also(other than the pillow fight) haha truth or dare and uhm other random thingys didnt sleep until like 530 LOL then me yanlei hanzhang didnt wake up until like 10+ the next morning then we were all shivering cos the aircon was super cold but we were too lazy to get out of bed also so was shivering there like shit.HAHAHA.epic much omg laughing in bed again and again over random things hz/yanlei said hahahaha:D
then went biking also double biked with yanlei hehehe.quite fun hahaha saw yuxuan and clara at some random playground haha then we went to play the playground LOLOLOLOL.super duper fun:D sat swing with xiaowei hahaha haiz i love the swing(: then ltr helped push some little kids on the swing cos yuru and murong are such nice ppl lol so when they went to sit on more available swings me and xiaowei took over^^ the girl i was pushing a bit the mafan though she like dun wan high dun wan low like that how i know what height she wants o.o oh well haha.aft that then sat on some super tall slide and me and xiaomin were very determined to get to the top so we could sit on the slide:D in the end it wasnt slippery at all grr fail.

and so yup zheng chalet was the best thing in june hols<3

oh and outing with claudia yihfang fena also!omg after so long haha(: watched pirates of the caribbean hahaha i love captain jack sparrow hehehehehehehehehehe.claudia was in a photo mood haha^^ din get to talk that much thou cos yihfang had to leave early,but oh wells nvm being able to go out with you all ald very good le:D

oh and had study date with erika kat qinni sometime during the hols,forgot when LOL whoops.but not bad managed to do sth too:D despite erika/kat being late LOL qinni and me were talking at changi airport mrt for 1h 10 mins (hahahha qinni:D) quite fun:D:D:D:D

lalalala and sch reopen,lalallala i survived thru 1 wk yay lol.but srsly forgot alot of things tt were taught last term oh no.sitting with jiaming now
 .________________________________________.
july will pass very quickly hehehehehh. *self comfort*

linyao and adrain are super entertaining in front though.hahahha^^ esp when linyao was trying to get adrain to give her the seaweed mrs tan gave us for youth day HAHHAHAHA most epic(Y)

yup youth day wasnt so bad,bo ning is really a cool mc haha esp since i saw him during the rehearsal which me xiaomin aiyi rachel yong gatecrashed into on monday.hahahah.zhen yang was being qian bian as usaal and tried to chase us away from supporting yuru jerald and hz-.- the perf was ok since i saw 99% of the perfs during reheasral lah,except the performers did better haha(: the xiang sheng super funny even at the 2nd time hahaha and the breakdance by some random guys was super cool hahaha^^ the games were okay,i suppose.hahaha.then slacked in macs with qinni and erika but erika left halfway for cca thou.was supposed to do pw but oh wells heh.nvm its more than halfway done lah hahaha.

and yay!completed la compre prac but havent do correction yet though lol.

and i love my sis omg.cos my mum was finally in a mood to buy a kpop cd that is not suju then cnblue albums just had to be out of stock D: D: and its super rare that my mum will buy a kpop cd other than suju!yeah i shld be happy that cnblue is so awesome that they sold so many albums until out of stock but then i could have gottern the chance to get a cnblue album ... T.T my mum bought taeyang in the end,old album but sitll quite nice lah(: and i like bigbang anyway.but i still wanted the cnblue album though>< then i think my sis saw me like a bit sad sad so when i went to fetch my other sis frm her tuition then she and my mum and bro were sitll at the popular,then she just used her own money to buy some taiwan mag which cost $5.35 and had kim hyung jun as cover story omgomg and featured jungmin and kim hyun joong also omg!:D:D and she just used alot of her savings also to buy her house tee cos my mum didnt know and i think my mum din give her back the money in the end also,and the mag is quite ex also omg thank you dione<3<3<3 im sorry im not very good at expressing my emotions so i guess you dont know how touched i am>< i'll...try and find a way to express my emotions to you haha xD

and taeyang's eye smile is super cute.hahaha sorry i think his eye smile is nicer than tiffany's heh (sones pls dun kill me lol)

and oh shit my mum says wanna go out at 5 and i want to tumblr finish and read a few more chap on gogumafics too heh oops.addicted to gogumafics these days,i love reading haha<3 it can make me more addicted than drama lol.and btw heartstrings is nice omg:D although kyu won shld have contd playing when her gayaguem string broke maybe she wld have won lee shin but then again the story would eb totally diff and i guess the gayaguem is not like the guzheng bah.or maybe the very important note was played on the string that borke,so she didnt continue playing.lol.oh wells nvms cant wait for the nxt ep:D:D okay bye off to tumblr and gogumafics hahaha who knows when i'll be posting next (P:)

nimenhao. (:

genting was quite fun hehe though didnt really play the theme park cos my bro wanted to play arcade and aft playing arcade we were too tired to play theme park and it was quite late anyway lol.but arcade was fun :D but i suck in driving though.dunno how to get driving licence next time LOL.played bowling too haha i realise in sg the ppl u see bowling are all zai kias but in msia they just go there for fun and anyhow throw the ball also can strike one LOL._. but my bowling sucks whoops.haha.learnt quite a bit frm bowling cos my mum she analyzed bowling when my dad was teaching her last time, it isnt just trying to hit all the pins in one go and see an X on your scoresheet but it really has alot of mannersim and stuff.but obv nobody at the bowling centre other than my parents cared lah lol:X but still.i never really knew what bowling was about until that day.maybe other sports have some hidden meaning waiting for people to go analyze too:D

did a bit of shopping,hehe yay.not alot though.and actually we quite lucky leh msia sch hols started same time as us but they only got 2 wks,then we got one month.YAY.but then again i dunno wen is their nxt holiday lah.

anw x-men first class is nice.watched with aiyi yirong ytd:D oh yeah happy belated birthday aiyi!:D heh you've been a really great friend haha since year 1 then we would go shangyin tgt and get scolded tgt whoops>< i rmb the first song cls really praise us was when we memorised zhantaifeng without her saying anything 8D hahaha!the main reason why shangyin was still bearable for me is cos aft that always have a fun talk session while going back to pasir ris de:D hahahaha:Dplease continue to be epic HAHAHHA love you!<3



lallalalalalala late night conversations are fun:D although sorry i just fell asleep last night heh.:X

today was epic fail.first time i reached sch first (and the meeting started at 9 eh) and then aft a while hz came then aiyi arthur nvr came.LOL.cos aiyi had a very happening morning (;D) and arthur...uh.went to learn rollerblading-.- totally tumblr-ed away hahahaha lucky i brought my laptop hahaha.then yay my dad fetched me then went to eat macs at hougang point hehe.i was sorta scared i'd meet mrs lau LOL cos if i rmb correctly she lives near there.lalala wdv heh.

n omg i cant wait for heartstrings to come out!!!!!but its coming out on the 29th-.- argh nvm i shall dl it then watch ong the way to sch or home or sth:) then it wun affect studying,yay!park sin hye is supposed to be a pro in the gayaguem or wdv it is it looks and almost sounds like the guzheng (slightly) omg yay:D and theres still the guitar yay i wanna learn guitar.heh.yay cant wait for the drama to come out:D:D:D:D

okay time to do maths assign whoops slacked too much le heh byebye.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YIHFANG!!:D:D

haha 4th bday im wishing you:D hehe youve been a great epic funny friend haha!gossip sessions on 158 ftw 8D hmmm.i think i have prob told you like everything i wanted to say to you in my smses over the years hehe.anyway have a happy happy day and cya when we meet up this hol 8D hehe.love you lots!<3<3



okay im very very sorry aiyi and yirong :( totally forgot that my mum wld prob want us to stay home the few days before going overseas.___. (shes the sort who packs early) but i'll try to get out of hte house nxt wk or sth okay!:)


anw ytd pw meeting,sry i was late>< was depending on my mum to wake me up at 8 but she forgot so i woke up at 830 and since i live at such a  faraway place from the favourite meeting places i was late>< choymun is always super early haha :D must learn how to inaccurately calculate mrt timings so that i'll be early LOL why did i get that habit from my mum (who always calculate bus/mrt timings very very accurately)

then slacked(or tried to do hw) with qinni until we slowly headed to airport for study date,turned out that erika and kat took so long at tuition so was like sitting at the changi airport mrt and talked for like 1h 10 min HAHAHAHA.nice chat with qinni though:D i realise that i have a lot of similarities with different people around me.just that the similarities with each person is diff lah.but its nice when you find out that someone has a lot of common with you:D hehehe.and i realised from wad qinni said ytd,poi ching is very similar to punggol in a few areas.LOL.or maybe most primary schs were like that.hmmm.

but anyway when erika and kat finally arrived just went to eat macs then did phy at the chairs outside macs hehe.then arthur called and it was quite an epic convo hahhahaha esp when i accientally hanged up on him cos hanzhang called and asked why im online on fb when it turned out my sis was playing fb game thru my acc LOL.then went home first cos i couldnt go home too late but i left later than expected whoops.hahah.

and i just rmb arthur found my blog url.lol hi arthur..?-__o

and erika i finished watching yongseo le ok!!hahah xP at first i only watched the last 3 eps,then now i watched the whole thing again,really creid at the last ep :( wouldnt it be nice if yonghwa and seohyun like really fell in love with each other?:) as in for real and that all the things that yonghwa has said or done so far on variety shows is like,really from his heart and then one day they will tell the world how they feel and its a happy ending and SM will let seohyun date.YAY.everybody has to have their own happy ending isnt it,being a celebrity doesnt mean you're any different(:

okay i shld be doing something productive now.hehe byebye.

happy belated birthday yanlei!!:D

i suppose you didnt get my sms since u didnt reply (u really shld start deleting smses frm ur inbox le haha xD ) so im gonna type it here again 8D

you've been a really great freind haha always so blur and epic 8D even as a zuzhang u're still so epic hahaha xD hehehe blur girl eh haha:D since yr 1 lol!fun shopping at ntuc last time 8D teehee.though your bday's over le but whatever always stay the way you are okay(: love ya!<3



lalalalalalalalalala im happy now cos my mum suddenly brought out the dumplings that my grandma made and i ate 2 YAY i love ba zhangs nyonya zhangs kee zhangs(with butter of course) whatever zhangs lah 8D yay 端午节 is coming yay means more __ zhangs on the way <3 yayayyayayayyyyy i am a happy girl now i think im gonna be a happy girl until 端午节 is over LOLOL.my sis has yet to master the art of eating a dumpling LOL.yayayayyyy *a bit the high now uh*

anw im blogging as a reward to myself for having finished geog mindmap and read thru the parts we need to read of the chem tb.yay.but ive been slacking alot though whoops:X by watching yongseo hahahaa i very the slow lol but who cares 8D but gonna watch finish soon lah if not hols no need study le lol.

gonna be out for whole day on monday,hmm.pw then study date yay.n the day aft prob gonna go out with yirong and maybe aiyi yayyyy.and sitll got an undecided date with claudia yihfang fena!reply email leh LOL we stil haven fixed a date thou yihfang started the discussion like aft obs LOL.

hmm  alot to do this hols.hmm.at least 4 things have been crossed off my to-do list 8D




hmm dunno wad to do leh lol cos i did a bit of every hw (yay) but alot of blanks cos those are the topics that i eithr havent learnt or forgot le so i have to revise before i can do those but i dun feel like revising as usual lololol.okay i shall go watch 1 more ep of yongseo hehe havent watched yongseo at all today leh heh.

oh and packed a few of my stuff today lol,realised that i have a bigbang poster that i got with an album which i totally forgot of until i discovered it in the box under my bed today.lol.but the only poster im allowed to stick on the wall is the smaller sized SS501 one (8D) so i dunno wad to do with the bigbang poster.lol.

okay this post is totally random.okay i am really gonna watch yongseo now since the rest of my family is watching the recorded ep of dong yi which i watched ytd ald:D byebye haha.

HELLO.

cip was quite okay quite fun hehe:D i love my boat i drew for that ahma, heh she loved it too(: in the end canceled the games cos we were told it would be too vigourous for them,so watched homecoming(isit?) instead haha damn funny omg xD despite jack neo's scandals i still love his movies haha:) i just like comedies lah haha.^^

then the last day of sch,omg time really flies.results hmm.acceptable i suppose...i must work harder ahhhhh.thank you mr tay for the bandanas(?)!:D basically time didnt just fly past it zoomed past on a firebolt (i dont know any faster broom lol).then was last fenzu ever (D:) ,us yr 4s managing to play a yaozu that ppl still listen to without being so disgused is quite a feat considering we only prac-ed for ard 30mins:D hehe P: dry rehearsal was uhm.okay.hahaha.i really hate the sound effects in the hall sia><

then was last open house!.__. perfs at foyer was quite okay i think cos its a bit more enclosed compared to the hall.obv the one at the hall...uhh.haiz i screwed yaozu im sorry :( but acc to hongling it was still okay leh so i suppose my hun-ing skills didnt fail me:D and that meant arthur didnt play that loud too when the whole zheng 3 was trying to get where in the song were we.hehe.yay.but got damn tired aft tt so didnt join xiaomin they all for koi at tampines at the last min:( sorry D: my koi was replaced by gulp instead LOL.hahaha-.- but then went home watched yongseo (as i have been for the past few days) hehehehehehhhh.quite shuang thou i watched a bit today i sitll did work cos i promised yirong to hehe:D heh.and thanks yirong omg hahahaha:D:D:D:D:D:D

okay now i have to find my syf cert to scan for testimonial oh no D: wheres the gwh cert!!!D: bye people^^

guilty as charged.am i so fun to be toyed with

NIMENHAO:)

havent posted in like damn long le lol cos i was too lazy to post:X haha so shall go in chronological order,be prepared for long post hahas.but maybe not so many details heh cos its all prob tucked in somewhere into my brain ald LOL.

CONCERT!!!!16.05.11
last concert ever as jh zheng:'(  there was a mass hugging session haha:) time really flies sia some time ago i was still taking orders from boonxuan as a year 2 and now im like the one about to leave soon>< i wont mind performing for open house hehe.feels weird not to go open house anyway since ive been attending open house for 2 yrs straight le wearing zheng tee:D thanks juniors,they were all like 'lets make this concert one of the best one for the year 4s' :) so touched omg.like i nvr siad those things when i was a junior.__. guzheng really bonded alot this year mann,i highly think its cos of china trip even though i din go but i can feel the guzheng bond strengthening<3 but anyways was damn freaked out by the paiwei during rehearsal cos paiwei was damn screwed and mirabel keep tio scolded sry D: got damn worried lah but during the actual concert it actually turned out okay haha 8D oh yeah and just b4 concert started we actually played thru both songs as prac for the first time that day,the feeling of playing together and everybody putting their heart in it just like syf is really....amazing.somehow i got into the music very easily that day,dont know why lol.but...i love that feeling,i think i'll be missing that feeling,the feeling of playing together as one guzheng<3

OBS.18.05.11-21.05.11
GREAT<3 DHANABALAN ROCKS YAY!:D all sorts of feelings throughout the 4 days,but it did succeed in putting me out of my comfort zone LOL.was damn scared during kayaking thou:/ but shangzhi is quite a good kayaking partner lah durng sea expedition  haha :) was damn tiring thou.but both of us damn funny when we saw the trees at punggol then we were like OMG YAY WE'RE REACHING then we had a sudden burst of energy and chionged from last 3 to first 5.MUHAHAHA >D i sorta miss obs now hehe.okay more to miss times with dhanabalan haha:) (im not the outdoor type sry lor heh) casimir bingxuan they all always so epic one haha casimir's luncheon meat aka dog food LOL that nobody wanted to eat LOL.i wonder if bingxuan has done his forfeit of pole dance yet LOL.mm zz was damn fun omg i must play it again someday with zheng maybe 8D 8D muxin and regina always have damn epic retarded convos HAHA XD and faith and mingli always so funny hahahha!:D haiz hehe.learnt alot more of myself haha,meaningful experience:) regina's asking for dhanabalan outing haha i hope i can go!:D

ELECTIVES.23.05.11-26.05.11
ceramics!fun hahaha.made all sorts of things that were a bit the screwed but oh well not bad lah quite fun:) kaining is damn zai omg haha.for the project work did it with huihsien.made some superman haha omg qutie cool although the arm keeps breaking off lol.__. but still:D haha clay is quite fun.hahahah(: at least wun fall asleep during this elective.LOL:X

okay so that concludes my erm past 2 weeks or sth.hahaha.oh yeah today going home with kat wanzhen qinni choymun zeqi,omg so damn cool we were playing all those games with the trcks de haha i figured out a few;) and then havent gone home with wanzhen for so long that we just stood at the link between circle line and purple line at seragoon and just talked for like almost an hour i think o.o hahaha!amazed lol.saw jingwen too!:D omg so damn long nvr see her liao haha she still as pretty haha xD

btw,god of study omg hahahaha<3 lee hyun woo is damn cute omg hahahaha:D wheee new bias LOL.

okay time to sleep,yay tmr can report sch at 930 YAYAYYAYAYYY MY SLEEP HERE I COME:D

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